As it goes, I haven’t blogged in a very long time. We’re talking months here, which means that in return for my lack of commitment to this self obsessed, little world i’ve lost a few of my followers.

Today was my first day back at college after exactly two months, which to be honest couldn’t have flown by any quicker, unless y’know someone had taken the speed of light and sound put together and multiplied this by around ten thousand. These months have mainly been spent lying around, seeing the boyfriend, working and I went to Leeds- a wet and cold weekend in which I lost a lot of respect for a lot of people but experienced the best gig of my life.

I’ve spent all evening trying to begin to make choices regarding my higher education due to start this time next year and to be honest i’m just browsing through courses like takeaway menus with no real sense of direction or consistency. Getting offers off my mum to stay at home but not live like i do now but then getting told that everyone who doesn’t decide to go and live with a bunch of people you don’t know in grotty halls means that you will never make any friends at uni as it would appear that socialising between lectures or in them does not happen…

Overall, stressing, very tired and dreading my next full day as an upper sixth student.

On a seriousness note, I think i’ve actually made a career choice.